Dear Blog; Day 81 (Afternoon)

Soooooo its now afternoon.  And so far I have survived ginger snap cookies, ice cold lemonaide, jack in the box, and my craving for tacos.  I wonder if you can gain weight by eating smells?  The burger and chicken sandwich my mom and dad ate smelled so dang good, I just wanted to eat the smell!   My family is so sweet everytime I mention something food wise they will make sort of comment like, "Ewww no that doesn't taste good, you don't want that!"   Ummmm ya I do, didn't I just say I did?  They are trying to be helpful.  But ummm yep I really do want that taco.  And that frugal burger (aka best burger in port angeles, a trip home isn't complete without a frugal burger.  Except for this trip)  Guess, my trip this time will not be complete....

I am currently sitting next to my momma.  I smell the rosemary and olive oil crackers that she is currently snacking on.  Have I mentioned how much I miss crackers.  Real crackers, not the medifast cardboard alternatives.  With salt and wheat and crunch and flavor.  Hmmm maybe I can just lick her fingers?  Do you think she will mind?  Maybe she will just think it is the cat.   No, no I can't do that.  Instead I have a little peanut butter, just a taste; I needed something.  Just a little taste of something that doesn't come prepackaged or need to be rehydrated.   You would think that I am a starving orphan child who hasn't eaten in weeks.  (so not the case)  But some how I feel the need to consume food.  Fight against the urge Angela fight against the URGE.......

Love Angela