Friday, whew end of the first week of school. I made it, I survived. I shouldn't breath a sigh of relief too soon I have only been in school 2 days. My coordinator for school asked me to babysit tonight for her 2 girls. Hey who am I to say no. Make a little extra money. The girls were cute, and we got a long great. I was able to do some homework, after the girls went to bed. Hey I would do it again as long as I don't have to watch Sharpay's big adventure again on the Disney channel twice in one night is enough for me!
I think the hardest part about today was when I am cutting watermelon for the girl's snack and all I want to do is pop a piece in my mouth. It took everything I had not to just let the auto pilot go and not think about what I was doing. That is a lot of work, especially for a tired brain. I know that someday I will be able to eat fruit again but right now, I don't get to. Honestly I don't miss it as much as I thought I would. Out of sight out of mind I guess. Ok, so I do miss banana's sometimes but thats really it. When it is sitting in front of you and the juices are dripping off your fingers...it's like your own personal crack; alll you want to do is lick your fingers!
I made it home and went straight to bed. It is going to be a big day tomorrow its my best friends birthday and we have a lot of fun ahead of us!
Love, Angela
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