LilySlim Diet days tickers

LilySlim Diet days tickers

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Dear Blog; Day 155

I am suppose to weigh in but I don't want to so I am not going to.  I have to many other things to do.  Besides I am scared to.  That being said, I avoided the scale as if it were a bowl of beets and lima beans.  I wouldn't touch either of those things with a ten foot pool; even if it were the last thing on earth to eat! (yep that is how much I despise lima beans and beets.) 

First day of summer school.  I am in a third grade class from 8-12:00 and then I am in class for me from 12:30 to 4:30.  It is a long day and I have to use my brain a lot more than I have in a long time!  (scary I know)  I am starting to rethink my decision to go back to school. 

It is really easy for me to stay on my own food track because I can only eat what I bring with me.  If I don't have it I don't eat it.  Except for today.  We had a working lunch today and my class ordered in.  Pizza and subs.  It is like hanging a steak infront of lion.  I was doing ok until the meat and cheese paraded past me.  The smell of grease and baked bread hung in my nostrils.  What I wouldn't give for just a bite.  Who am I kidding I wouldn't stop at a bite.  I sat there surrounded.  I practiced my deep breathing and ate my pretzels one at a time.  I can do this.  I did do this.  I made it.  Another successful food encounter.  Yeah me!

Love Angela

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