LilySlim Diet days tickers

LilySlim Diet days tickers

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Dear Blog; Day 168 (24 weeks down)

Another week has come to an end and I have survived.  It always amazes me that no matter how hard it is I always make it through.  I am grateful for that.  I am stronger then I think I am, and I am able to handle more then I thought I would.  Today was Father's Day.  I didn't get to spend time with my dad but I did call him and I did send him I card that counts right?!?!?!  We had a family dinner (with the family that is here) and then we relaxed.  I made my way back upstairs so that I could finish up the last of my work.  Honestly I went upstairs more to get away from the food.  I just wanted to eat, and eat, and eat.  I have learned to control it for the most part, but I still have all these thoughts running marathons through my head.  I want them to be gone.  I want to be able to go even just an hour without thinking about food.  Sometimes it just disgusts me how hard it is for me to not think about food.  I don't have any more brain space to think about food.  I need all the space I have to fill it with how to be a great teacher, not how to make a great sandwhich!    Here is to a new week. I hope it goes well....I really do!

Love Angela

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