Another week has come to an end and I have survived. It always amazes me that no matter how hard it is I always make it through. I am grateful for that. I am stronger then I think I am, and I am able to handle more then I thought I would. Today was Father's Day. I didn't get to spend time with my dad but I did call him and I did send him I card that counts right?!?!?! We had a family dinner (with the family that is here) and then we relaxed. I made my way back upstairs so that I could finish up the last of my work. Honestly I went upstairs more to get away from the food. I just wanted to eat, and eat, and eat. I have learned to control it for the most part, but I still have all these thoughts running marathons through my head. I want them to be gone. I want to be able to go even just an hour without thinking about food. Sometimes it just disgusts me how hard it is for me to not think about food. I don't have any more brain space to think about food. I need all the space I have to fill it with how to be a great teacher, not how to make a great sandwhich! Here is to a new week. I hope it goes well....I really do!
Love Angela
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