Hmmm I think I need to go back to school. I don't know what to do with myself that doesn't come in the shape of a slothful or fat person. This heat is a killer and just makes you want to sit around not moving. I failed to mention it yesterday but I went to see Monte Carlo (laugh all you want I love selena gomez). It was pretty cute and predictable and just what I like! So I give it 3 stars out of 4.
Umm I have to admit something to you... I may or may not have put the justin bieber movie never say never on my netflix list and it may or may not have come in the mail yesterday and well I may or may not have watched it today. I also may or may not have cried during said justin bieber movie. (Don't judge, right now I would cry at a hallmark commercial (its kind of that time of the month) nuff said). I am feeling a bit doomy and gloomy lately. I don't know if it is just hormones or stress and hormones or stress, hormones, food issues, and money.
What ever it is I want to be done with it. My life coach and I had a little talk today. I was just so angry. I want to be down more weight and I'm not and I am struggling with my journey. It just keeps building and I just keep getting more and more frustrated. I KNOW I NEED TO CUT MYSELF SOME SLACK, but I want this so bad. I want to look in the mirror and see the person I know I should be not the person I am now. I am at a stand still and instead of picking myself up and moving on, I am just sitting on the floor throwing a tantrum. Ok last time I check I was 32 not 5. I need to act like it. We shall see how that goes, right now I am just going to pout in my room and listen to never say never over and over again.
I heart you justin bieber (ok not really, I even feel dirty saying that...pedafile....but he is really talented!)
Love Angela
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