Wow 200 days of trying to be healthy that is A LOT! I am pretty proud of myself. Although I am not going to reach my goal of 90 lbs by my birthday (august 3rd) I will at least be down over 80 which is still great! This month has been a tough month all they way across the board. I haven't really gained, but I haven't really lost either (we call that maintenance). I am not ready for maintenance yet I still need to lose so I have to get myself into my zen place and get refocused. I think my body is just doesn't want to give up it's fat reserve somehow my body things that it might die without it's extra fat. I am here to let you know body that you WILL SURVIVE without your EXTRA fat!
I went and saw captain america tonight with some friends I haven't seen in a little while. It was a great movie and I got a couple of thoughtful compliments it really made my night. Those compliments remind me of my mission and my journey. It will be a lot of ups and downs, good days and bad days, but the best part about it is each day leads into a new day and I get to make new choices. That makes me happy and happy is a good place to be!
A thin layer of self hate removed
Love angela
I am so proud of you... You rock... I've been working at losing weight but that is due to high blood presure and stinking diabetes. You know me all I want is a pepsi...Love you Kassie
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