Class got out early today yippy skippy! I had every intention of getting started on my final project for school but who am I kidding, I barely cracked open my computer except to play facebook games. Oh well I will get to it....eventually!
I have been trying to drink a lot of water. I am learning that water won't kill me, but it makes it really inconvenient sometimes when you have to pee like every 20 minutes. I used to never have to get up during a movie and now, I consider it a great day, when I don't have to get up at all; I actually get to see all of the movie! What a concept right?!?!?
We had greek style sloppy joes tonight for dinner, which I have to say were really good. We had them lettuce wrap style and it was definitely satisfying; soo good infact that I licked all my fingers twice!
I have to say I am finding it very difficult to be 100% on this program. It is hard for me to think that having a 5 calorie drink mix will knock down my program adherence. I am feeling a bit rebellious. I want to be able to have a bit a freedom. I guess in a way I can but I also have to remember that freedom doesn't come cheap. It means I just won't loose as much as fast as if I had stuck to the the program 100%. I love the program and I know I can do it but at the same time i want to have some sort of normality in my life. I want to be able to feel like this is a lifestyle not a "diet". If i get into dieters mentality I can already sense the need to say "screw it" and throw in the towel this just isn't for me. I don't want that but at the same time I don't want to feel like I am a prisoner of my health choices.
Balance in all things right?!?! I just need to find that balance. A balance that I can live with. Would you mind passing me my water bottle I think I need a drink?!?1
Love Angela
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