Today was better. I just have to look at things one day at a time. I can't look ahead (too far) or else I will get overwhelmed. I had a great talk with a friend tonight and she really helped me and gave me a tough love pep talk. I need to be worried about me and what I need instead of constantly worried about adding undue stress and more work on others. I need to realize that my mentor teacher signed up to have me in her class and I need to let her teach me instead of constantly worried about disrupting her schedule etc with what I need. This is my education and I need to be in charge of it and I need to get done what I need to do. That isn't a bad thing. My personality is blue, ( I am a nurturer and a people pleaser) that being said the pI erson I need to please right now is me! I just need to keep reminding myself of this on a daily basis.
I am tired. I am also housesitting starting tonight. I get all the way down to the housesitting house and realize I left all my stuff at my house. Back in the car I went. Now I am here and settled and sad but true I am headed to bed. Good night world.
Love Angela
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