Just FYI I now would like to publicly like to thank my mom and dad for making sure that I was always in bed early on school nights even though I thought it was dumb. I am not supposed to stay out until 11 on school nights it just doesn't work. I am so stinkin tired today I can't even stand it. (but i am very very glad that I got to see my friend, it is hard to find friend time in my life these days). I take it when I can get it.
I am feeling a bit under the weather, my throat is really sore today (not good) and I just found out one of the kids in my class is out with strep throat (I think I feel a fever coming on, maybe I should lie down). Buck up angela you aren't sick.....yet!
I need to kick this habit of wanting to eat ALLL the time. I just constantly think about food and I keep giving myself excuses to eat more than I should. I dont want to but I can't stop myself. Would that be my defense if I were charged with murder? I didn't want to but I couldn't stop myself! I have to take responsibility. I need to be ok with telling myself no, and realizing I won't starve to death or miss out on something because I didn't have sliced deli meat and cheese as a snack. Guess what angela the world won't end, and you won't stave to death. (Try telling my stomach that when the stomach monster continues to claw at my throat!) Down down darn stomach monster, get back in your cage.)
Oh and I am down 88 lbs.... yep thats right stomach monster even though I give in to you far to often I am still on a downward path take that!
Love Angela
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