Wow I am such a girl. Today was one of those emotional days I all I wanted to do wash curl up with a nice warm container of french fries and some tacos. Instead I cried. My coordinator decided that she wanted to have a heart to heart today and my heart just couldn't take it. I have been holding so much inside (even though it may not seem like it) and i just couldn't hold it in anymore. I am nervous, I am scared of making mistakes and I can't make things go away by eating and hiding in my room. I have to get up everyday and I have to keep pushing forward. I can't give up, I can't just ignore things and I can't hide.
My mentor teacher scripted me today getting me ready for my Performance assessment. It is weird when I go back over all the things i said in a lesson. I think I sound so much more ridiculous in scripting then I do when I am actually saying things. It is definitely an eye opening experience. Hey it is part of the learning process right?!?
Love Angela
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