Welcome Welcome week 6 oh how I have longed to be able to say 6 weeks down. So I wanted to let you all know up front that I have 2 pieces of sting hanging on my wall right now. One is from January and the other I just did today. And I am happy to announce one is shorter then the other. Yep, there have been some changes. So what did I do? I tried on a pair of jeans that were too small, guess what? They are still too small. Oh well, not too discouraged. What was I expecting to magically loose one years worth of weight gain in 6 weeks?!?! Who am I kidding, apparently I was trying to kid myself. But there has been some progress made so I am very happy for that. Still won't get on the scale. I think as a pat on the back to myself I will get on the scale at the 6 month mark. So I weigh at the beginning, 6 months in, and then at the end of the year! (ok, I might sneak in a weigh here or there but definitely not every week, it really isn't about that for me.)
So I am still very sick I have spent most of the day in bed trying to return to the living. Been pretty nauseous becuase of pressure on my inner ear and you know the "drainage" aka snot down the back of the throat. yummy! I had nothing else to do so I took the time to watch the grammy's. Highlights, justin beiber and jayden smith, and lady gaggag, oh I mean gaga. Watching justin and jayden I feel like a pedaphile and watching lady gaga I feel like I need to see a shrink so that he can explain to me what I just saw. So weird. Songs are catchy though I will give her that.
What did I learn this week? Let's see, I am very very moody when pmsing, it has been over a year since I have experienced it and wow I am such a bundle of crazy. When I am sick I want to eat, and then I don't want to eat then I want to eat again. My sickness cannot make up its mind. I learned that going up and down stairs when sick is a real chore, it's almost easier to crawl. And finally medifast food tastes better when you can't taste it at all. :)
On an exciting note a friend of mine has decided to start her own journey. I am so very proud of her and excited for her! All I can say is we are in it together so lean on me and I will lean on you!
A tiny thin layer of self hate removed, and a giant pat on the back for 6 weeks down.
Love Angela
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