Dear Blog; Day 100

Day 100!!!! Yeah!!!!   Its a milestone for sure.  It is also day 2 of my re-focus.  Today is better then yesterday but I was pretty hungry today. 

I helped out my best friend today and watch her little niece today.  It was fun we had a great time.  She ate little star shaped puffs and I ate pretzels.  She drank a bottle, I drank water.  See we are doing this together, yeah.  She had a runny diaper, I didn't.  We didn't do EVERYTHING the same today, just in case you are wondering. 

I got a great pick me up phone call from my life coach today and one thing she said that is definitely a positive for life is "I am grateful for sunrises and sunsets."  Meaning I am glad for a new day and the end of day because it means I made it.  I made it through another day.  Who am I get so bent out of shape and upset because my steps in life aren't big enough.  A step is a step as long as it is forward. 

I have beening praying a lot for support and for guidance.  I know that I can't do this alone.  That being said it is still a very very very difficult and long process. Everything won't change overnight I just have to stay vigilent and remember I am only human.  (with super human strength ha ha)

Love Angela