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Saturday, June 18, 2011

Dear Blog; Day 158

Thursday end of week one.  Sooo many more weeks to go.  It is going really fast already though.  I am too busy doing homework and studying to even have time to blog...(hence the reason this post is a week old.  I am bound and determined to blog everyday by golly even if I have to go back and fill in the gaps. 

So I got on the scale today and well I am down 9 lbs (total of 77 lbs) from the last weigh in.  I believe it has been 2 weeks since I weighed in.  I have that it is easier to keep my eating in check when I am at school so it is good that the majority of my day is there.  I can only eat what I bring in and thats it.  So i don't have the temptation of  a fridge in the room.  That is one great positive.  But when I get home the first thing I want is dinner!  I am consantly asking what is for dinner right when I get in the door.  Not hi, how was your day, but what's for dinner?  (wow i am such a nice person!) 

Today after class my classmates and I went to dinner to get to know each other.  We are going to be spending a lot of time together and so why not get to know each other over mexican food and drinks (water for me, I promise).  Yes you heard me correctly, mexican food.  I know I know (gasp) mexican food is my nemsis but i was ready to face it head on.  I will have you know that I successfully made it through the outing without a scratch.  No chips and salsa, no beans, no rice, and no torilla.  So what did I eat you ask?  Why a taco salad of course and I was completely satisfied.  Doesn't mean I didn't want the rice and beans and (sigh) the chips and salsa, that is for sure.  But, I am 158 days into this journey and I am not about to hit the breaks for a few chips and beans, sorry not gonna happen! 

Patting herself on the back for a great day!  

A thin layer of self hate removed.

Love Angela

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