Sunday, a day of rest. Ummm ya only for the good people. People who put off their homework until the last minute don't get to rest on Sundays; just incase you are wondering. I got up did homework. Went to church (finally made it back to choir) then started back up on the homework when I got home. Sad day for me.
I am heading into my last week for these first courses so all my big projects are due. Wish me luck all I know I won't be sleeping much or having a social life; but hey what is new right??!?!?!
I have learned this week that when the going gets tough Angela will eat. Yep, I am starting a slight decent into a food coma. I need to snap out of this. Since I am trying to be sneaky (how sneaky really is blogging about it....except that I am blogging after the fact so no one really knew what was going on at the actual time) no one really knows what is going on. I have to say I feel ashamed which I know I shouldn't because I just need to move forward and no one is perfect. But that doesn't really stop the negative feelings I have towards myself at this time. I just hide them. I don't want to make a mistake but at the same time I am finding it really tough to let go of the food. It really makes me feel secure and I find myself going to the store to get things I shouldn't really have but can have because they are low in carbs...but really what I am doing is digressing.
Angela you are stronger then this, let it go, move forward and pick yourself up!
Love Angela
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