Dear Blog; Day 199

Yep my back is out.  Sad day.  I have been in a fair amount of pain today.  Mostly hard to stand a lot of pain on my lower back and hips etc.  So not a great feeling, I have been babying it all day.  I am hoping that a good night rest will help; we shall see. 

Tonights cullinary delight, did not delight me at all.  I was sad.  But everyone else seemed to enjoy it.  We did some zuchinni fritters....that flopped.  And then we had spicy halibut, which I didn't care for the flavor.  Everyone else liked it but it just didn't hit me right.  I won't be making it again unless begged to, which I will make my piece a bit different.  That is why we try new recipes so we know what we will do again and what we won't.  It is actually been pretty fun.  I am able to get some of my stress and anxiety out through cooking.  It is like my zen place! 

Hopefully my back feels better tomorrow I just don't like this pain...I mean really who does right?

Ps...Here is  a picture of progress to date what do you think..

This is actually a picture of myself I like, and it is good to like it.  I can see a difference and I am happy with myself. 

A thin layer of self hate removed :0)

Love Angela