Sunday. S is for spirituality, U is for unwavering faith, N is for needing strength, D is for dedication, A is for Amazing grace, and Y is for yearning for truth. I love going to church. Let me rephrase that I love what I learn from church. I don't LOVE spending 3 hours every Sunday in classes, but I do love what I get from those classes that I attend. Church is not just a Sunday thing for me, nor is it just a casual thing I think about once in a while. Granted I don't give it as much attention as it deserves but no one would ever say that I don't practice what I believe.
Today one of the lessons was on marriage. If you don't know already I am NOT married nor do I have any children. This is such a tough subject for me to sit through. Having been in the church my whole life I have sat through my fair share of marriage lessons. I did not have the the strength to sit through another one. But there I sat more because my life coach was holding me to the chair than because I WANTED to be there. It sucks sometimes. I WANT to be married. I WANT to have a family, yet right now is not my time. I just wish someone would tell me when my time might be; that would just make things go a little smoother in my life. If I got to find out that answer, then everyone else would want to know their answers too. I just need to sit back do my part and enjoy the ride. The ride would just be more fun if I had some to enjoy it with.
Bring on the First day of school!!!!!! Now to see if I can sleep tonight?
Love Angela
No comments:
Post a Comment