Oh I am so close to 300 hundred days. Can you believe I have managed to keep this up for so long? I know that I can't believe it. The hard part is continually being strong. I am having a hard time being strong. Each day I feel a little less strong. Something is eating at me (and not in a good way). I can't put my finger on it. I have been sneaking little things, nothing carb related. But sneaking is still sneaking. I am not trying to be hard on myself because I admit I have done a phenomenal job, but I am reverting to old habits and I don't want to, not intentionally anyway. I want to be able to not obsess about the left overs in the fridge all day or watch those around me eat there lunch bite by bite wishing I was eating that too. I don't want the first thing I do when I get home to be to look in the fridge or to continually concerned about what I get to eat next. I should be way past this....I wish I was way past this.
Love Angela
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