I am so glad it is friday! I mean really. Friday is almost as good as Saturday and Sunday. Today I got up and was in "I'm on a misson" mode. I had a whole laundry list of things to do..ironically laundry was not on my list! I put on a pair of jeans I haven't worn in a while and a shirt I have been too scared to wear and a pair of cute kitten heels. I was going to take on the world and look good doing it! It is funny how the better I feel about myself the less I want to be invisible. How many days have I spent hiding behind my ponytail men's t shirts and ill fitting jeans. Someday (and that is coming soon) i am going to have to realize that I not as huge as I think I am.
To top off the day after being out all day I came home and started puttering upstairs. Sometime this evening grandma and grandpa came by. I went into great them and grandma was just so surprised at me. She was all a chatter. It made me feel so good. It is such hard work to constantly keep yourself in check. Not only that but to remember that food does not run your life. I also need to realize that things are changing. I am changing and the way I think it slowly but surely changing..
Love Angela
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