LilySlim Diet days tickers

LilySlim Diet days tickers

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Dear Blog; Day 110

I am so glad it is friday!  I mean really.  Friday is almost as good as Saturday and Sunday.  Today I got up and was in "I'm on a misson" mode.  I had a whole laundry list of things to do..ironically laundry was not on my list!  I put on a pair of jeans I haven't worn in a while and a shirt I have been too scared to wear and a pair of cute kitten heels.  I was going to take on the world and look good doing it!  It is funny how the better I feel about myself the less I want to be invisible.  How many days have I spent hiding behind my ponytail men's t shirts  and ill fitting jeans.  Someday (and that is coming soon) i am going to have to realize that I not as huge as I think I am. 


To top off the day after being out all day I came home and started puttering upstairs.  Sometime this evening grandma and grandpa came by.  I went into great them and grandma was just so surprised at me.  She was all a chatter.  It made me feel so good.  It is such hard work to constantly keep yourself in check.  Not only that but to remember that food does not run your life.  I also need to realize that things are changing.  I am changing and the way I think it slowly but surely changing.. 

Love Angela

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