oh man I thought I had been hit by a truck. Getting up was such a chore this morning. It is probably a really good thing I don't drink etc I don't think I would make it through one hung over night. I would just die in a pool on the floor. My eyes were puffy, my throat dry, my head pounded, my body ached, my nose was plugged up and my legs felt like lead. Its a wonder that I made it anywhere other then my bedroom today. I orignially was just going to sleep the whole day off. Get lots of rest, and drink lots. But I pulled myself together (for the most part) and put on my skirt and took myself to church (like a good girl). I was sitting with my life coach and my niece and nephew and my cousin. It was nice to be surrounded by family. I then did something I haven't done in a long time....(drum roll please) I crossed my legs. Oh ya you heard me right, I did it! I turned to my life coach and said, "look what I'm doing?" She just giggled at me and shook her head. Hey, it is a huge deal to a girl to be able to cross her legs. When you are over-weight crossing your legs is as difficult as trying to put on a tube top and just as unflattering. Besides if you can even get your legs crossed you usually need something heavy infront of you to prop your ankle against or you leg will come flying off of your other leg becuase there is just no way it can stay crossed on its own! Besides if you don't do it right it amplifies the meatiness of your upper thigh and who thinks that is pretty raise your hand?!?
I only stayed for the first hour of church becuase my allergy pill kicked in and I was having a lot of difficulty keeping my eyes open. The rest of the evening was spent sleeping, and more sleeping and going to bed early. I must have really needed the rest because I even went to be at 9 pm. Tomorrow I will get going on all the things I need to get caught up on.
Thin layer of self hate removed today!
Love Angela
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