Today is my adopted nieces 1st birthday and she is taking after her aunt and her love for elmo!!! Her real aunt (my best friend) is throwing her a great bash at my house. Since I am house sitting I am going to be headed in so that I can join in on the festivities. I can't wait. She is cute as a bug. I just love to squish on her. I got her a whole bunch of stuff (I really shouldn't have) but seriously who can stop when it comes to baby and little girl things. I couldn't help myself. We had a bbq and went swimming and then had cupcakes and opened presents. I will have you know I didn't touch one potato chip, or even a cupcake for that matter even though they were taunting me and calling me by name. Who knew cupcakes know you by name! That is really scary you know hearing these tiny high pitched voices call out your name...angela angela aNgelA..... Believe me I wanted to give into the voices but I didn't I was good. Each time I am able to get through a situation like that I am proud of myself but at the same time i am sad. Becuase honestly I really wanted the food but I needed to be stronger then it. That doesn't mean I don't feel a loss. It is so weird to talk about food in this manner. But this is how it is, and this is how I make it through each situation.
Happy Birthday Auntie loves you!!!
Love Angela
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