LilySlim Diet days tickers

LilySlim Diet days tickers

Monday, July 11, 2011

Dear Blog; Day 181

Ohhh today is saturday, I was up way to late and well I am feeling it today.  My grocery shopping friend is coming over and we are going swimming!  We goofed off for a while and then we headed out to a movie.  We went and saw transformers 3.  I would say a 2.75 out of 4.  It was good, but not great. And it was long.  And really how does a girl run around a destroyed city in 6 inch heels and not brake a heel or kick off her shoes at some point; I mean really where is the realism factor here people!  I don't buy what you are selling.  Besides that, how can you not love bumblebee and all the other transformers I would be lying if I said I didn't want a car that could transform, that would totally be rad for sure! 

My grocery shopping friend promised me today that when I reach my goal weight that we will get the mega bag of movie theater popcorn and have harry potter movie marathon.  I can't even tell you how excited I got over that.  Forget harry potter bring on the mega bag of popcorn.  (obviously I still have a lot of work to do, I need to get to a point where a mega bag of popcorn doesn't bring a tear to my eye and make me so excited I can't think about anything else for like a whole day!)  Hey one day at a time right?!?!  After the movie we went to dinner and then on our seperate ways to get some rest.  Ya right, I have a house all to myself so of course I am going to stay up until the wee hours of the morning watching anything and everything.  I just can't help it. Oh and well I snacked.  Yep I have a house all to myself and well no one to look over my shoulder to see what I am eating.  Soooo I snacked on hotdogs, and cheese, and peanuts and then some more cheese, and some more peanuts ohhh and peanut butter.  I should be more accountable to myself.  I am self sabatoging and I won't admit it outloud.  I figure if I don't say it then it isn't true.  WRONG!!!! It is true and I AM doing it. 

Thankfully i haven't gained any weight but I haven't lost any either I have been at a stand still for 2 weeks now.  That goal of 90 lbs by my birthday is slowly fading away.  Enough of that, I can't even write about it now it makes me angry. 

Guess its time for bed.....well hello pillow, let's cuddle!

Love Angela

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